I wanna share your horizon, and see the same sun rising.

You're the problem but you can't feel.
(Etched with marks but I can deal)

Just a little too disappointed I guess.
But in a way, I completed my own challenge.
Let's just say, I'm holding on by letting go of you.

Yesterday was hell but today I'm fine without you
All I ever thought you'd be, that face is tearing holes in me again.

Byung Hee taught me many words to say for many situations today
Kekeke I love Joo Byung Hee.
PS Hoya is hers.

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[Tuesday, May 29, 2012]
Back up, baby back up, did you forget everything?

웃으려 애써봐도 아련하게 쓰려온다

K haha that day colton dixon said he was gunna miss call me
but he didn't so i didn't get to save his number but then
today morning i woke up to his text MUAHAHA
Frickin 8:57am what the actual fuck
Isn't he on pm shift this week?
I think he OT this morning.

I have this serious problem of not replying people.
Always secretly praying that the person won't reply
so I won't have to think of a reply. RT if you agree.

I mean, what in the world am I supposed to reply to,
"leslie here" and "ng si yu lol" ?!

Anyway, today is xiong's birthday!
I never take picture with her luh, sad face.
Happy birthday xiong, keke sarang hae ♡

[Friday, May 25, 2012]
Back up, baby back up, did you forget everything?

We're driving down the road

I wonder if you know I'm trying so hard not to get caught up now

You're just so cool, you run your hands through your hair

Absentmindedly making me want you

So baby drive slow, til' we run outta road

In this one horse town, I wanna stay right here

In this passenger seat, you put your eyes on me

In this moment now, I'll capture it, remember it

Taylor Swift - Fearless ♡

[Tuesday, May 22, 2012]
Back up, baby back up, did you forget everything?

내겐 그대니까요

Driving was like usual, dugeun dugeun.
Hahaha I was like shaking in the first 10 mins.
He was like "wa finally see you after 2 weeks!"
Yah I was so scared I was gunna spoil the car.

Cause I told him I dreamt of him yesterday in the afternoon.
Yah HAHA I didn't blog about the dream. Fucking funny omg
I dreamt that his car the brake pedal spoil then he very angry
then he was like "aiya you go learn bike sua" k it's not funny
you must be in the dream then it'll be funny

Yeah he kept asking about my dream ahhhh so cute
He's fucking funny today. He ask me where I go yesterday
I say town. He say he very long never go town alr. He said,

"Go town cannot find parking lot, I fellup.
Find parking lot alr, so many people everywhere, I fellup.
Want to go eat dinner go cheap cheap place, so many ppl, I fellup.
Want to spend money go expensive one also so many ppl, I fellup.
I go town I very fellup."

Then he ask me what I like to eat. I say fish. Every kind cept' abalone.
Then he said," I also don't like. Abalone like chew-nee gum."

Omg his fucking ah beng accent make me laugh like fuck.
Then he said, "Eh you se this 985 bus, look like luo han yu hor"
HAHAHA is the new new bus, the one the head very big one
omg I laugh for very long today. or is my humour lvl very low.

He was like,
"11 June you can get ready. 320 I wait for you outside the carpark there
you drive the porsche k. Then you fetch me go eat, where ah?
Which big restaurant you want? Then later you send me go
home at marsiling then you drive home k."

Imagine if I fail. AHAHAHA.
Finally he ask for my number today keke.
I swear colton dixon very cuuuuuuuuuuuute ♥

[Monday, May 21, 2012]
Back up, baby back up, did you forget everything?

너 하나만 기다리잖아

Happy hang with ting maddie ophe and d today!

A little sad that I had cramps on a day that I was waiting for

But at least I was still able to go out and meet them.

Keke I love them so much ♥

[Sunday, May 20, 2012]
Back up, baby back up, did you forget everything?

Should've read the writings on the wall.

Does it really mean nothing to you?
Can't you just take the damn initiative for once.
Even as friends, is it really so fucking hard for you.
Am I really too ugly for you to even talk to
even it's a perfectly empty hallway?

Is it you or is it me.
Fuck la, I pregnant again.
So angry, I'm going to eat pregnant fish.

Sorry for being so ugly, k?
CHONGMAL, MIANHAE.

[Friday, May 18, 2012]
Back up, baby back up, did you forget everything?

You tell me, how should this be?

Every song sounds so sad.
The Love Rain ost is so fuckin sad.

마음이란 매일 생각나고
마음이란 그댈 그리는데
마음이란 계속이럴텐데 나이제 어떡하나요

☹

[Wednesday, May 16, 2012]
Back up, baby back up, did you forget everything?

그럴 겁니다잊을 겁니다

I hope to see you everyday, and then I realise,
even if we do, there's nothing more than a "hello".
I don't really know what the fuck I'm actually hoping for.
From tomorrow onwards, I'll stop hoping that I'll see you in school.
From tomorrow onwards, I'll close the motherf aikhow tab in my laptop.
From tomorrow onwards, I'll dedicate my love to fandom like maddie.

Fate always screws us together, like how we're in the same lecture now,
but I won't cave in anymore. Even if it means having to eat lunch with you,
take the same bus or even go to the same toilet cuz the female one's closed,
I will not give in, because I give up. Fuck this stupid ass fate, I'm done.

And to the next person who asks me,
"Eh so you and jeffery how already ah?"
I hope you slip on a banana skin and hit your mouth,
and have ugly ass teeth like mine.

And now we clap, pop the champagne,
and bake a ginormous congratulatory cake.

[Tuesday, May 15, 2012]
Back up, baby back up, did you forget everything?

내가 얼마나 더 그리워해야, 그대 내 맘 알 수 있나요

Thankful for Byunghee yesterday @teeaxeWPE keke ☺
Since today's mother's day, I mopped the floor and washed the dishes.
Actually not really, it's because no more maid lor. Tmr must mop again.
Mop until new maid come. Plus I have the flu bug, eeeeeesssshhhh.
I can't be bothered to start on my WISP assignment also.
Fucking IS modules, making joey pissed since 2010.

Even though I slept til 10 in th morning, and took an aftn nap,
I'm still so sleepy. Let's write 500 words and sleep.
Tmr wake up at 9 to watch Love Rain.

Til then.

[Sunday, May 13, 2012]
Back up, baby back up, did you forget everything?

감히 바랄 수도 없어, I'm missing you

Huangsiyu will be moody until 21st of may.
Yesterday during law, I couldn't find jeffery.
Nb joline say he was just behind me what the hell.
I wait so long for tuesday then never even say one hello.
Knn.

Driving. Was late. I never late for his lesson before leh.
WeiJie thanks for taking 985 with me even though it's longer for you.
Pfft, he won't even see this. Aish tmr then thank him again. Keke.
Anyway, ya walao i was about 5 mins late la, not alot but 5 mins
with him to me is alot. So I ran from the busstop in and scanned
my card, then the paper said no. 105 (his car is 109) so i froze and
lost about 10 years of my life, then i turned around, he was using
the 105 block to wave to me keke. Then I ran to him and almost
dropped my laptop. To be honest, I forget what we talked about alr.
Anyway whatever I type, I'm gunna end up typing "omg he so cute"
Oh when he was telling me about this another trainee, i was like
not concentrating then he said "23 turn left" and i still stepped on
the accelerator and he ebraked and ask "oi 23 here you still step"
i wanted to "talk about your trainee somemore luh" but i didn't
then after i turned he cont and said "my trainee married already"
nb for a moment i thought he could read my mind okay scary
wakakaka okay then i can drive normally already hahaha wth
OMG JOEY NG HE'S MARRIED WITH KIDS stop dreaming
fuck la but where got 27 years old but he look like 23 only lor
aish then ytd he very loso. I ask him 1 question he reply 10 lines.
Then he was like " eh my birthday coming leh" then i "when" then
he "22 june" then i "omg somewhere near yonghwa's leh" then he
"tsk yonghwa again.." i asked byung hee to check yonghwa's bday
after class and it turns out they have the same freakin birthday can.
Ah as usual luh he v choh loh with the way he speak but he's cute.
We swopped places the last 5 minutes and he perform stunt again
so thrilling to sit in a car reversing in the s course. okay i really forgot
what happened yesterday already. Ytd, my heart never really xplode
just dugeun dugeun nia. But better than nothing. Lubb colton dixon ☺

Eh today, I saw jeff at makan place kekekeke.
I swear jo gisele wendy and brenda made everything damn obv
These people, aish. Haha I act blur, pretend like Idk he's there.
Then when he was leaving, I calculated his route out of makan place
and stood in it, and he rlly walked past hahaha and then he said hi and
i was like "EH OMG HI!!" nabei joey so fake. like as if idk he's there
HAHA the moment i sat down i saw him alr aish joey aishhhhh.
Yehua say he's "不错" lol he's "很对" okay! Ovaries.

"I'm sure their song (infinite) sure very nice.
I very scared they so perfect I will cry and die."
-Lee Hyun Soo, Bella

Keke no but their new song rlly v nice.
Go give it a listen! And my byung hee go for dinner.
K sorry for such a long and bimbo post.
Therefore, bye.

[Wednesday, May 09, 2012]
Back up, baby back up, did you forget everything?